Bucky's metal arm and Steve's shield |
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Three exits—the front
door, the back door, and one on the side. Four security cameras, mounted in
each corner of the station. A television on mute, cycling through clips of the
bombing in Vienna. The employee behind the desk was dragging a French fry through
a glob of congealed cheese, using it to draw aimless patterns on the foam
plate. Somewhere nearby, a fly buzzed against a windowpane.
Sam picked up a bobbling
figurine from the nearest shelf. It was a little man with an oversized head,
painted in what seemed to be a replication of Tony’s Iron Man suit. Steve eyed
the figure in Sam’s hand as he examined it.
“Yeah,” Sam said, holding
it up for Steve to see. “Big head and an awful paint job. Seems
about right.”
Steve started to reply
but noticed Bucky tucking his chin lower against his chest behind Sam as the
gas station owner glanced their way. The baseball cap concealed most of his
hair, but there wasn’t much he could do about his face—if someone looked too
long, even for a second, their cover would be blown. And the last thing Steve
wanted was another fight.
“You go ahead, Sam. We’ll
be here.”
Sam put the Iron Man figurine
back on the shelf. He pulled out a five dollar bill and handed it to Steve.
“Grab me some nachos or something. I’m getting real tired of those peanuts you
bought last time. Nuts, man—what are we, squirrels? Get me some real food!”
“Sure.” Steve held onto
the bill as Sam left them in search of the bathroom. Honestly, he didn’t
understand people’s obsession with greasy chips slathered in cheese that tasted
like plastic. Or why they loved food doused in chemicals. Most of the food in
the gas station looked like it had been cranked out of a factory, not harvested
from the dirt.
Bucky picked up a package
of Pop-tarts and frowned down at it. “What is this?” he wondered aloud. A scan
of the ingredients list didn’t seem to clear his confusion.
Steve smiled faintly. “Progress.
Or so Natasha tells me.”
He put the package down again and shifted the
backpack slung over his shoulder. The hoodie concealed his metal arm from view,
but Steve caught a glimpse when Bucky adjusted his bag. His friend wandered
over to the magazine section, the baseball cap hiding his eyes as he reached
out to pick up a National Geographic issue. The title read, “The Greatest
Generation: Stellar Soldiers or Secret Spies?” A HYDRA symbol loomed behind the
four soldiers featured on the cover, and one of their faces had been morphed into
a leering red skull. Bucky held the magazine in his hands for a moment, then
clenched his jaw and put it back.
“They don’t have any
idea,” he murmured. “About anything.”
Steve paused and stepped
a little closer when the owner flipped the channel to a news update detailing
efforts to locate the Winter Soldier. Bucky hadn’t noticed yet.
“No,” he agreed. “There’s
a lot of things they got wrong. But they do the best they can with the
information they have.”
Bucky looked directly at
him for the first time since they got in the car six hours ago. The corners of
his eyes crinkled, just slightly. “They don’t care about the truth. They just
want a story that sells.” He stared at the magazine again.
“Just because they got it
wrong doesn’t mean their hearts weren’t in the right place,” Steve answered.
Nodding at the magazine, he added, “Who knows. Maybe they did their research.
Plenty of guys took the wrong path. Sometimes it’s easier. It’s harder to stand
and fight for what’s right … especially if you’re the only one left standing.”
Bucky scoffed. “You have
too much faith in people.”
“Or maybe I’ve been
putting my faith in the wrong people. I don’t really know anymore.” His friend
glanced over again, and this time Steve held his gaze. “Tony’s heart is in the
right place, Buck. He wants to take responsibility for the damage we’ve done. I
respect that. But I also think he’s going about it the wrong way. Having the
government breathing down our necks, telling us who we can fight, who we can’t:
that’s not freedom. What happens when they make the wrong call? How many people
have to die so they can pull our strings? What makes them any more qualified to
make those calls, anyway? The Sokovia Accords have barely been signed, and
they’re already getting it wrong—I know you didn’t bomb that building in
Vienna.”
His friend looked down
again, a muscle jerking in his cheek.
“Sooner or later,
everybody’s gonna know you’re innocent. But until then, we’ve gotta keep
moving.”
“Yeah, and where are we
gonna go, Steve? Back to Brooklyn? Back home? There’s nothing left. We’re the
only ones left. Everybody else is dead.”
Steve clasped Bucky’s
shoulder. “I’m not going anywhere, Buck. I’m with you ‘til the end of the line.
Whatever happens … no matter who comes after you … you can count on me.”
Bucky’s face relaxed, and
he nodded. Reaching over to grab something from the nearest shelf, he held up the
Pop-tarts he’d pointed out earlier. “Well, then,” he said with a small smile,
“you’re buying.”
He smiled back and took
the package. As Steve walked over to the register to pay, the station owner stuffed
another cheese-coated fry into his mouth and gestured for the money. Steve
handed it over, along with the Pop-tarts and Sam’s nachos. His eyes drifted up
to the television as the man rang up his purchase—the imposter’s face was blown
up on screen, and Steve couldn’t deny he resembled Bucky. But that wasn’t his
friend up there. That wasn’t the friend who used to buy hot dogs with him at
the summer fairs and talked about girls and dreamed of fighting for his country
when he was old enough to enlist. That man up there, whoever he was, would be
caught, and he would face justice for what he’d done. It was only a matter of
convincing the right people that Bucky wasn’t the bomber.
Namely, Tony, Natasha, Rhodey,
Vision, and T’Challa.
Steve took the plastic
bag offered to him by the man behind the counter. “Thanks.”
“Hey, you look familiar.
I know you from somewhere?”
“No,” Steve replied,
forcing a smile. “I’m just passing through. You have a good day.”
He turned away and
rejoined Bucky. Keeping his voice low enough that only his friend could hear,
he said, “Head back to the car, just in case. Here.”
Bucky took the bag and
adjusted his cap, then nodded at him and left the gas station. He was walking a
little faster than normal—Steve hoped the man behind the counter didn’t notice.
No, his eyes were still fixed on Steve. He looked away. Sam should be out by
now.
Sighing to himself, he
watched Bucky walk for the car, the bag clenched in his fist. A car drove past
but didn’t slow down or stop as it rolled by his friend. Bucky checked both
ways and crossed to the little car, and only when he was safely inside did
Steve look away.
It was then that he realized
he’d do just about anything to protect Bucky.
The thought plagued him
long after they hit the road again. Steve was putting his life on the line, his
reputation, everything he’d ever professed to believe and care about—just to
prove that Bucky was innocent. It was bigger than that, of course. There was
still the matter of the Sokovia Accords. But at the heart of it all …
Steve glanced into the
rearview mirror an hour or two after the sun set. Sam was asleep in the
passenger seat, but Bucky was still awake. He was staring out the window,
baseball cap shadowing his eyes. Even in the car, he wouldn’t take it off.
“How you holding up?” he
asked, quietly so he wouldn’t wake Sam.
Bucky didn’t look away
from the window. Steve wasn’t even sure he heard him. After a moment’s pause,
he prompted, “Buck?”
“I never got to say
goodbye to her. She was a kid last time I saw her. So was I.”
Steve barely remembered
her himself; in fact, he couldn’t recall the last time he saw her. It must have
been twenty years ago—or more. Even though he knew exactly who Bucky was
talking about, he asked, “Rebecca?”
Bucky nodded once.
“Tell you what. When all
this is over, we’ll find out what happened to her. Maybe she’s still alive.”
The ghost of a smile
lifted Bucky’s lips. “She’s gotta be, what, a hundred years old by now?”
Steve chuckled back,
relaxing his grip on the steering wheel. “So are we, pal.”
“Hey, Steve?” The smile
was gone now.
“Yeah?”
“Thanks.”
He glanced into the
rearview mirror again. Bucky met his eyes, then dropped his own again. Steve
paused and said, “You’re welcome. Just don’t make me live to regret it, okay?”
He didn’t say anything.
“We’ll get through this,
Buck. You and me. Just like old times. And when all of this is over, we can
find you someplace safe. Nobody’s gonna force you to do anything you don’t want
to do. Not on my watch.”
Bucky nodded and leaned
his head back against the headrest, eyes aimed towards the window. The
moonlight shone in patchy beams through the trees as they drove down the long,
straight road, and the next time Steve looked back at his friend, Bucky was
fast asleep.
For those of you who don't know, there is one comic universe in which Bucky has a sister named Rebecca. The MCU (Marvel Cinematic Universe) hasn't done anything with her, but the idea intrigues me. Hence, I mention her in this story.
And just for the record, I don't usually write fanfiction. But I do like trying to grasp other people's fictional characters and see how well I understand them by writing stories about them. I do it a lot with my own stories (especially The Rat Race). But I don't object to a fanfic every once in a while. M.F. and I had a lot of fun writing these! :D
Until next time, lovely people. Captain America: Civil War is now in theaters!